Recently i have been doing something good and something bad
good 1: I've started to pick up the habit of jogging, though it is limited to Sunday. I used to be unable to run for even 10 mins, but now i can slowly run for 30 min! well, i shud continue doing this, cos i really feel so good after running ^^
good 2: I've been starting my resume sending again. I lost my patience of doing so since i failed my recent job offer, but now i started back. Inspired by the spirit of jogging, i felt that my journey don't stop unless I've stop moving on. I have to keep doing my job searching, refine my steps from time to time, keep steady pace and keep enjoying the scenery along the way. for now, i refrain myself from being passive and complainer...keep running, keep my pace!
good 3: i have been keeping track on my healthy breakfast menu for some time, that's great! i slowly add in more protein in my breakfast, i hope i can take in more protein to help me gain a bit weight
good 4: i started to knock off on target time! i dun care whatever i was doing, i will let go of my work and leave on 6pm! no more 7pm or 8pm >.<
bad 1: i regret on my slow decision, i've lost a job because of this...why? i guess God is trying to teach me: slow people will lose what they want, and the worse is when u're overconfident of getting it!
bad 2: i'm totally out in earning money now! I din go for tuition teaching as i thought of long ago, my investment account has been inactive since i open it, and i din get any offer or even reply from whatever i've applied! And ever since i bought my car, there's basically nothing that cheers me up on my account figures...well, i am unhappy bcos of money again, everything is stagnant!
bad 3: im feeling stagnant in my work now. I did not set any target for my career, not to say arrange strategy for it. my life just go on and on, routine job on taking care of quality, meeting, discuss on ad-hoc issue, laughing around with colleagues....it's simple but it has no direction, i mean the personal one...what do i want to get from my current job? my direction = factory direction = increase output + improve consistent quality + utilities & material saving + process improvement ?? my god, why dun i sell myself to factory if it is like this!
for the good one, i will keep up, and makes my life happier, better
for the bad one, i shud be looking into it... my direction, my attitude and my financial/technical development
Continue the spirit of jogging, never lose track, never lose direction and never lose stamina and keep pace!
with love,
kayne
Monday, May 30, 2011
Saturday, May 21, 2011
thanks to you, i had these words in my mind
there was this friend, who come into my life unexpected
we were colleagues
then slowly become good friend
it doesn't happen overnight...argh, im lazy to details on how it happens
its just that we become friends who can chat on almost everything
And then she left
to pursue her dream
I never felt sad for her leaving, but i was actually spending the best of time with her as colleague
I was surprise how happy I'm, full of blessing when she left and even become the MC of her farewell
this is the first time, i feel that im so mature
and thanks to her, i've grown a little bit more
Before she left, she brought some little souvenirs for some colleagues
and i got a bookmark
which i think she really understand wat im thinking of
as the words on the bookmark are just in time
maybe she wanna tell me in person but was hard to tell
but i could say, we are both ambitious Leo
pursuing dreams, cherish values of life
And we are doing it all the time, having faith, having patience to make it happen
And now i was chanting these words in my mind
Each time when i feel weak
Or even before i feel weak
I chant it, read it silently in each morning
just to keep the fire in heart lighting, warm my life out of coldness of reality
*Keep believing* That you are what it takes to make your dream a reality
*Keep staying positive" Knowing that you are in control of your life-that you have the ability within you to do anything
*Keep on trying*At every opportunity that comes by- accepting the challenges and learning along the way
*Keep Being*the beautiful person that you are- giving so much hope, love and joy to those around you.
I felt the strength within these words, do you?
And i notice the emphasize of "keep" which tell us these have to become a habit, not an action of once or twice
Thanks friend, I gotta make it my way!
With love,
Kayne
we were colleagues
then slowly become good friend
it doesn't happen overnight...argh, im lazy to details on how it happens
its just that we become friends who can chat on almost everything
And then she left
to pursue her dream
I never felt sad for her leaving, but i was actually spending the best of time with her as colleague
I was surprise how happy I'm, full of blessing when she left and even become the MC of her farewell
this is the first time, i feel that im so mature
and thanks to her, i've grown a little bit more
Before she left, she brought some little souvenirs for some colleagues
and i got a bookmark
which i think she really understand wat im thinking of
as the words on the bookmark are just in time
maybe she wanna tell me in person but was hard to tell
but i could say, we are both ambitious Leo
pursuing dreams, cherish values of life
And we are doing it all the time, having faith, having patience to make it happen
And now i was chanting these words in my mind
Each time when i feel weak
Or even before i feel weak
I chant it, read it silently in each morning
just to keep the fire in heart lighting, warm my life out of coldness of reality
*Keep believing* That you are what it takes to make your dream a reality
*Keep staying positive" Knowing that you are in control of your life-that you have the ability within you to do anything
*Keep on trying*At every opportunity that comes by- accepting the challenges and learning along the way
*Keep Being*the beautiful person that you are- giving so much hope, love and joy to those around you.
I felt the strength within these words, do you?
And i notice the emphasize of "keep" which tell us these have to become a habit, not an action of once or twice
Thanks friend, I gotta make it my way!
With love,
Kayne
Saturday, May 14, 2011
珍惜·感恩
今早一切看起来不过是平凡的一个星期天早上
面子书的墙上突然看到一则朋友的post “妈妈一路走好，我爱你”
震撼
前几天的晚上和一个网友聊天
本来是和平时一样的
突然一句话“我妈妈的癌症了，是第三期”
心痛
这年头，战乱不断，社会也很乱
但是，也许在我们还没有等到世界末日那一天时
我们根本没有想过
最痛的是自己爱的人、爱自己的人
在没有预期的情况下离开
灾难人祸，就算是全人类灭亡
最痛的是没法很爱你的人说一句“我也爱你、谢谢你”
佛说生老病死乃人生常态
既不能逃脱常态 感恩惜福变得比一切还重要
到现在我还不敢跟妈妈说我爱她
到现在我还不敢给爸爸一个拥抱
到现在我还不能专心的跟姐姐说一声谢谢你
到现在。。。对不起，对你们的爱我是那么的无法开口
唯有好好的做好自己、对你们我愿意付出一切
其实说不出，我会用行动来证明，我爱你们
我要好好的听你们说话
即使有时难听我也不会怪你们
我相信 我会是让你们骄傲的人
也许现在真的没办法让你们有一切的保障，也不能实现一些你们想做但是没钱做的事
也许有太多的也许
我心与你 我愿无穷 感恩惜福再造福
天佑我的家人 只要我一息尚存就会为自己也为你们努力
面子书的墙上突然看到一则朋友的post “妈妈一路走好，我爱你”
震撼
前几天的晚上和一个网友聊天
本来是和平时一样的
突然一句话“我妈妈的癌症了，是第三期”
心痛
这年头，战乱不断，社会也很乱
但是，也许在我们还没有等到世界末日那一天时
我们根本没有想过
最痛的是自己爱的人、爱自己的人
在没有预期的情况下离开
灾难人祸，就算是全人类灭亡
最痛的是没法很爱你的人说一句“我也爱你、谢谢你”
佛说生老病死乃人生常态
既不能逃脱常态 感恩惜福变得比一切还重要
到现在我还不敢跟妈妈说我爱她
到现在我还不敢给爸爸一个拥抱
到现在我还不能专心的跟姐姐说一声谢谢你
到现在。。。对不起，对你们的爱我是那么的无法开口
唯有好好的做好自己、对你们我愿意付出一切
其实说不出，我会用行动来证明，我爱你们
我要好好的听你们说话
即使有时难听我也不会怪你们
我相信 我会是让你们骄傲的人
也许现在真的没办法让你们有一切的保障，也不能实现一些你们想做但是没钱做的事
也许有太多的也许
我心与你 我愿无穷 感恩惜福再造福
天佑我的家人 只要我一息尚存就会为自己也为你们努力
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| 感恩 |
hey, listen there you crazy mind
The only reason we feel bored about life is because we did not go to find out the excitement of life
Too often boredom is because we stay on something for too long until we forgot the purpose and meaning behind
Until we are losing balance in our life
Until we find ourselves sacrificing so much for a thing we cannot see the result after spending much time
Are you losing the focal point?
Calm down, control your breath
To appease your already messy mind is your prior task
Quiet down your voice, including those in virtual chatbox
And tune in some soothing piano, have some light drink
Who says life have to be so complicated, you've made it that way
Do you cherish your life at the moment?
When you are all focus on career and money, worried and hesitated, have you forgotten
about the beauty of life?
Career is supposed a way you can gain sense of accomplishment, for life
not a pressure vessel that pressurized you
Life is not easy to survive, but living out the best you can then you will feel happy
If making money makes you feel happy, then go ahead do it
If doing engineering stuff makes you feel happy and accomplished, then do it
It should not be another way round, that way you forced yourself to somewhere you think you'll feel happy
even though it might not be as good as others
your life is your life, should not be compared
Supposed you live in this world of competition, you cant escape from being evaluated by people
You cant escape the up and down of getting acknowledge or criticize
These are reality, which might be deadly if you choose to view it negatively
All competition cannot escape from comparison with others
But you have to remember the very first rule
be yourself and always work to be a better one you want to be
You are Free
You are Simple
You are Passionate
Then you are living the amazing way
Now breath in again, it's a new day
with love,
kayne
Too often boredom is because we stay on something for too long until we forgot the purpose and meaning behind
Until we are losing balance in our life
Until we find ourselves sacrificing so much for a thing we cannot see the result after spending much time
Are you losing the focal point?
Calm down, control your breath
To appease your already messy mind is your prior task
Quiet down your voice, including those in virtual chatbox
And tune in some soothing piano, have some light drink
Who says life have to be so complicated, you've made it that way
Do you cherish your life at the moment?
When you are all focus on career and money, worried and hesitated, have you forgotten
about the beauty of life?
Career is supposed a way you can gain sense of accomplishment, for life
not a pressure vessel that pressurized you
Life is not easy to survive, but living out the best you can then you will feel happy
If making money makes you feel happy, then go ahead do it
If doing engineering stuff makes you feel happy and accomplished, then do it
It should not be another way round, that way you forced yourself to somewhere you think you'll feel happy
even though it might not be as good as others
your life is your life, should not be compared
Supposed you live in this world of competition, you cant escape from being evaluated by people
You cant escape the up and down of getting acknowledge or criticize
These are reality, which might be deadly if you choose to view it negatively
All competition cannot escape from comparison with others
But you have to remember the very first rule
be yourself and always work to be a better one you want to be
You are Free
You are Simple
You are Passionate
Then you are living the amazing way
Now breath in again, it's a new day
with love,
kayne
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