dreams II

Just browse through the job advertisement lisitng in mail box
so many, and I'm lazy to have a look
tired? yes
but i think lazy is the root cause why i choose to go FB and msn-ing, troll talking instead on jobs

sometime i ask myself, what's my direction
it's fine i stay here learn on handling problems, handling people
but how long should i stay here
ya, im afraid to step out coz i knw the pay might not be high, the life might be tougher
ha, pathetic, so timid at such a young age
after 3 ppl left since i moved in
wat's actually left is emptiness

time is late
tomorrow is another day
so routine, repetitive, and dull
some how my dreams are set
and dreams keep me alive, fuel me work my best to realised it
thts why when im struggling with boredom i think of my dreams
they have to realised! and even better, I will expand the list!

At the age of 30 years old

flew to 10 most wanted country across the world
became a fit metrosexual guy
having a memoir recording my life
having a soul devotion
play well a musical instrument
be good in a sports
find out wat i wanna do for the rest of my life
experienced the most fruitful engineering task
having 10 foreign country friends in my network

I'm suprise
to think that i had actually so many dreams!
it never actually formed in my life before
not until now when i wrote down
at this moment i knw, im not empty
i have dreams to power me!

God, lead me *wink