how many nights before were like this, tonight is no different than previous nights
tired....exhausted....sometime even stressed, depressed
i know i know
this is common
as im fresh to this working world
it is common i find a bit hard to breath within this thin air around me
when i walk alone back from work mostly along the dark alley
i feel insecure at times
why im feeling this? should i be here? when should i go? where's my dream and courage?
questions that never been answered repeat in mind
i remind of my dream to travel around the world
sometime i think it is a silly dream...travel around world? i lack the money and time
and then i start to envy of pilots, fight attendants
reading blogs that travels around many places which i wish i have been there
if i never been here my dreams will never been enlighten
being engineer, sorry i don't really feel i'm one at the moment, or maybe forever
where should i put myself, where i can feel happy? where i can be useful?
after years the answer is still not sought and i continue to cheat myself as a dumb
I need to find my courage hidden beneath myself
to free myself from shyness and fear
to set myself free and go after my dream
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